Thursday, April 2, 2009

It All Comes Crashing Down

So glad that nobody reads this. So glad. Why? Well because for once I am afraid. I am so afraid and I can't just get up now and go for a long run. I need to get rid of this. Get it off this shoulder. So anyways here's what happened.

So here I am typing away stuff searching the net like an eager beaver, wanting to know more about epiretinal membranes (ERM). Especially since they are rare in young adults. Well here I am reading and all this nonsense comes up with talk about retinal tearing, loss of vision, surgeries that take forever to heal but are not 100% successful!

Fuck!

Seriously, i can course or whatever at this point because this is not cool. I am not happy with this. This is not well had! This changes everything. Everything and now I am scared shitless because. I might really only end up with one eye. And I really don't think there are a lot of one-eyed surgeons out there.

It's basically the end of me ...
Oh God help me ...

1 comment:

DeeeeeJ said...

You'll always be remembered as the one eyed surgeon!
Beside, we're all up for something different. It's not like you have to tell your patients you can only see with one eye.
»They'll never have to know.
Some convincing story and they'll all fall for it.
Have a happy day [ or whatever time it is ]
=)