So glad that nobody reads this. So glad. Why? Well because for once I am afraid. I am so afraid and I can't just get up now and go for a long run. I need to get rid of this. Get it off this shoulder. So anyways here's what happened.
So here I am typing away stuff searching the net like an eager beaver, wanting to know more about epiretinal membranes (ERM). Especially since they are rare in young adults. Well here I am reading and all this nonsense comes up with talk about retinal tearing, loss of vision, surgeries that take forever to heal but are not 100% successful!
Fuck!
Seriously, i can course or whatever at this point because this is not cool. I am not happy with this. This is not well had! This changes everything. Everything and now I am scared shitless because. I might really only end up with one eye. And I really don't think there are a lot of one-eyed surgeons out there.
It's basically the end of me ...
Oh God help me ...
