Seriously what is love now? What has it become? We used to be all smitten back in the day with the shy and awkward courting and bashful demeanour. And now?! Now we are subject to the simple random selection based on social hierarchy or how we might look naked! But oh no this does not end here. "LOVE!" at one point when we weren't looking changed from the monogomous parts des deux of two souls that would live happily ever after for all eternity to a silly game where people have to play along or they just might get hurt.
Think about it! In most amazing relationships and I am not mentioning any names because the examples that come to mind are endleess and would take hours to list. But honestly though what is it with people getting sprung up, promising endless unconditional love in such a deep committed manner that the other party lets their guard down only to find out that later on it was all a lie and they were subject to some sick immature joke!
But what really gets me is that no matter how much one might try the thought of losing the person that left you feeling vulnerable, alone and lying down exposed and incapable of getting over the chaudenfreudian ass and stop loving him. For some masichistic pleasure we find ourselves loving even deeper and longer after someone that cannot, will not and never will love you the same way.
This shit is totally bananas!
From romantic walks and happily ever afters to merely tolerating one's company and being sexually attracted. That is how love is right now. And boy does that stuff just suck!
Leaves some of the strongest of us wounded and wondering on if there even is any hope for the black hole future where nothing can be distinct and clear but meshed in a quagmire of hazy scenes - like the ones from an impressionist painting or memories from a night of debotchery and hard liquor.
Then again ... we have friends who can help us through the rough patches and leave all those "romantic" rendez-vous for inconnus or people who should be seen and not heard.
After all there is only so much hurt and pain a soul can take and lingering the promise of love is just damn cruel!
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