What is Love?

Seriously what is love now? What has it become? We used to be all smitten back in the day with the shy and awkward courting and bashful demeanour. And now?! Now we are subject to the simple random selection based on social hierarchy or how we might look naked! But oh no this does not end here. "LOVE!" at one point when we weren't looking changed from the monogomous parts des deux of two souls that would live happily ever after for all eternity to a silly game where people have to play along or they just might get hurt.

Think about it! In most amazing relationships and I am not mentioning any names because the examples that come to mind are endleess and would take hours to list. But honestly though what is it with people getting sprung up, promising endless unconditional love in such a deep committed manner that the other party lets their guard down only to find out that later on it was all a lie and they were subject to some sick immature joke!

But what really gets me is that no matter how much one might try the thought of losing the person that left you feeling vulnerable, alone and lying down exposed and incapable of getting over the chaudenfreudian ass and stop loving him. For some masichistic pleasure we find ourselves loving even deeper and longer after someone that cannot, will not and never will love you the same way.

This shit is totally bananas!

From romantic walks and happily ever afters to merely tolerating one's company and being sexually attracted. That is how love is right now. And boy does that stuff just suck!

Leaves some of the strongest of us wounded and wondering on if there even is any hope for the black hole future where nothing can be distinct and clear but meshed in a quagmire of hazy scenes - like the ones from an impressionist painting or memories from a night of debotchery and hard liquor.

Then again ... we have friends who can help us through the rough patches and leave all those "romantic" rendez-vous for inconnus or people who should be seen and not heard.

After all there is only so much hurt and pain a soul can take and lingering the promise of love is just damn cruel!

Gaaaaaah! Shoot me!

Officially one of the most torturous moments of my life. Having to study in the sublime ambience of warmth - which actually can be rather unnecessary at times but usually leaves me lethargic - and the promise of the Festive Season to come; may be one of life's greater struggles. Although it's not too bad because I am not alone and I have to witness a number of others who have to go through the same hardship as I or worse because they are trying to be bigger people and you know ... do that thing called passing their courses.

Seriously they should just like totally end the school year before it becomes this amazingly hot! And it's not like if Chemistry is much fun although I find it nothing compared to the looming thought of QL [Quantitative Literacy]. Makes me wonder that maybe I should have actually applied myself and listened when we were studying Probability in Math. Aaaah well but I do get to have an awesome long 3 month vac. The last and only 3 month long vac because holidays become shorter in this pit of studies.

But yeah ... gotta be strong. Going to take a look at Titration Curves now now and if that doesn't work for me right now ... and I am pretty sure it won't I will go off and study something else. Look at me Eager Beaver!

Spewing In Left-overs

Well we're officially done with school work for the year. All that's left now is exams! Oh joy. But atleast it's a three month long vac afterwards where I plan on spending as much time in Canada as possible. No way am I going to have to come back to this torturous heat in its prime! F that!

But crap I just gotta burn my body out with studying! Kill me now!
And yeah this is totally random. Just gonna upload pics here later.

What You Do To Me

Finally after searching I can show South Africans the best ever version of Hey There Delilah that makes the original look so awful. Even though the original is amazing

Who Said That We Don't Work?

Sitting in the most awful tutorial especiall with the dreary weather and the broken clock, this all just makes us lose all sense of time. Like Thato who was lucky and clever enough to cuddle into a Comfy corner. This proves that as assessments and tests draw near with the added excitement of the end of our first year of varsity, we're not as young and virile as we used to be.

Diplomat to Damelin

Spotted. A diplomat's son basking in the ghetto ambience that is Bela Zita. Poor child did not make right in daddy's books by choosing a year of study in South Africa instead of Tanzania. Thus being exiled to study at Damelin instead of some top prestigious prep school where most diplomat babies would be found. One of the most hilarious things ever. Shame eh and i thought i had it bad living in the BZ. Hey but the dude does liv in Rondies.

P.D Lunch

Coley, Babes and i havin popcorn and coke while doin pre prac and tut. Super hilarious jokes and discussing Sisi and Grace and hilarious times that left us in stitches. Talkng bout Grace. Gota prac now. Just going to playwit some solution and walk out. Because the thing is the exact same as last semester.

Amidst These Hallowed Halls

Some of the greatest medical minds have walked and lurked within the library ... Studying here makes me think- Am I next?