Bright and Shiny!

Just in! I am demanding a new hold on life.

Go big or go home!
And baby oh yeah I want it all this time and by golly I am gonna get it!
Hells yeah!

A Little Bit Longer ...

Holy Hot Batman!
It's almost Christmas which basically means almost New Year's
This then mean almost time for the DCL Cruise!

And yes I am superly excited about it in as many ways as is humanly possible, I am just worried ... where did this vac go? Honestly! Not that it wasn't great ... I just never got to enjoy every single moment as best as I thought I would have! Been sick and dying and taking care of Cucu and being Robyn's personal nanny!

Now it's almost over because I know once Christmas comes around everything will happen a hell of a lot quicker and then next thing you know! BAM! On a flight back to Cape Town!

Argh, totally fearing the jetlag that will ensue. i still remember the state I was in when I went down earlier this year. Funny how it doesn't affect you as much when you're flying from South Africa to Canada!

Aaah well atleast there's snow and it's snowing and right now as I type ... wood stove is burning ... wow we're going through a lot of wood too!

Anyways! This is gonna be a holly jolly Christmas!

La Vie en Rose!!!!!!!!

Des yeux qui font baiser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche,
Voila le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est lui pour moi. Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Des nuits d'amour a ne plus en finir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Des enuis des chagrins, des phases
Heureux, heureux a en mourir.

Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.

Il me dit des mots d'amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ca me fait quelque chose.

Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.

C'est toi pour moi. Moi pour toi
Dans la vie,
Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

Busy Busy Worker Bee

Seriously, I think that sometime in the midst of life the concept of vac was lost to me or someone before me.
Cleaning, cooking, errands, chauffeuring, and the list goes on!
Make me sound more like an au pair and less like a student on vacation!
I am not complaining entirely because it gives me something to do but oh my word!

Aaah well atleast Facebook allows me contact to the outside world globally at times which is sad but yeah other people are busy and I should be too!

Now I have to go clean the mess I made making my smoothie in the kitchen and bathe Monsieur Gus!
Having the flu doesn't help either ... =s

Shame On Me!

It's literally been over a month since I last updated my blog! How tragic!?!

Anyways so I am in the middle of vac now basically and hmmm just updating on what I have been up to the last month!
Well after being hopped up on Red Bull during the morning of the BHS exam, because I was so paranoid and random and twitching for two hours afterwards, I packed up my entire room in Bela Zita!

Good riddance and dos vidanya!

Although this is not the last I will be seeing of the dreadded place. Oh no. I have stored most of my belongings there which I hope will be in a reasonably decent state when I get back. I just hope there's no mould growing on my clothes because then there will be bloodshed!


Oh yes and I am officially not going to be homeless next year! I had also signed my lease with a Leslie Miles leasing a big ass room in a flat in Shell Court which is just further down the road from Bela Zita, more in Mowbray but still on the other side of the highway from Forrest Hill. So excited its big, has hardwood flooring, a balcony and a clean bathroom and kitchen so pumped! There is a mystery however on who might be my new roommates ... because there are two other rooms that were also being leased ... hmmmm.

Last time I checked there was a rehab student and thyroidist ... whatever that is who had come to look at the place! Just have to remember to tell Dad to deposit the first month's rent by January 1!

Oh yeah also got to hang with Dad for a while since the next day after BHS I flew back to White River and I was soooo out of it that I didn't eve notice when there was ENGINE FAILURE! Not healthy ...

White River was bliss in terms of sloth and gluttony! Managed to catch up with some people ... such as Mary, Ester and Nomshado! Fun times!

With Nomshado, we watched The Strangers, which is the worst movie ever but we made it aweomse and afterwards HSM 3 because somebody was a little bit scared! Although in the case of the supposed horror, we learned a few important life lessons such as to never turn down a proposal or before you know it your life will come to an end! We have decided to create our own version of the movie which shouldn't be difficult considering the case was only made up of eight people! We alread have three... Sisi has decided to be one of the randoms in it ... lol .. basically it's going to be random like the first only a hell of a lot better because we're in it!

It' also so good to be back in something I can actually call a home! With proper furniture and a 52" Sony Bravia! And now I am finally 19 and of legal age in Canada. Not too much to celebrate considering I just spent the year in South Africa where I was totally 100% legal. It is good to be driving again and to indulge in delicacies such as Starbucks and Tim Horton's and Wal-Mart!

However i do kind of feel like an au pair because I am in charge of so many small things and dont have too much time to like actually visit people! I am a superhuman!

Was thinking about making this incredibly longer but so over it!
I am looking forward to the cruise in January ... dunno if we'll be taking Wanza or Cucu.
And I do aim to get a camera!

What is Love?

Seriously what is love now? What has it become? We used to be all smitten back in the day with the shy and awkward courting and bashful demeanour. And now?! Now we are subject to the simple random selection based on social hierarchy or how we might look naked! But oh no this does not end here. "LOVE!" at one point when we weren't looking changed from the monogomous parts des deux of two souls that would live happily ever after for all eternity to a silly game where people have to play along or they just might get hurt.

Think about it! In most amazing relationships and I am not mentioning any names because the examples that come to mind are endleess and would take hours to list. But honestly though what is it with people getting sprung up, promising endless unconditional love in such a deep committed manner that the other party lets their guard down only to find out that later on it was all a lie and they were subject to some sick immature joke!

But what really gets me is that no matter how much one might try the thought of losing the person that left you feeling vulnerable, alone and lying down exposed and incapable of getting over the chaudenfreudian ass and stop loving him. For some masichistic pleasure we find ourselves loving even deeper and longer after someone that cannot, will not and never will love you the same way.

This shit is totally bananas!

From romantic walks and happily ever afters to merely tolerating one's company and being sexually attracted. That is how love is right now. And boy does that stuff just suck!

Leaves some of the strongest of us wounded and wondering on if there even is any hope for the black hole future where nothing can be distinct and clear but meshed in a quagmire of hazy scenes - like the ones from an impressionist painting or memories from a night of debotchery and hard liquor.

Then again ... we have friends who can help us through the rough patches and leave all those "romantic" rendez-vous for inconnus or people who should be seen and not heard.

After all there is only so much hurt and pain a soul can take and lingering the promise of love is just damn cruel!

Gaaaaaah! Shoot me!

Officially one of the most torturous moments of my life. Having to study in the sublime ambience of warmth - which actually can be rather unnecessary at times but usually leaves me lethargic - and the promise of the Festive Season to come; may be one of life's greater struggles. Although it's not too bad because I am not alone and I have to witness a number of others who have to go through the same hardship as I or worse because they are trying to be bigger people and you know ... do that thing called passing their courses.

Seriously they should just like totally end the school year before it becomes this amazingly hot! And it's not like if Chemistry is much fun although I find it nothing compared to the looming thought of QL [Quantitative Literacy]. Makes me wonder that maybe I should have actually applied myself and listened when we were studying Probability in Math. Aaaah well but I do get to have an awesome long 3 month vac. The last and only 3 month long vac because holidays become shorter in this pit of studies.

But yeah ... gotta be strong. Going to take a look at Titration Curves now now and if that doesn't work for me right now ... and I am pretty sure it won't I will go off and study something else. Look at me Eager Beaver!

Spewing In Left-overs

Well we're officially done with school work for the year. All that's left now is exams! Oh joy. But atleast it's a three month long vac afterwards where I plan on spending as much time in Canada as possible. No way am I going to have to come back to this torturous heat in its prime! F that!

But crap I just gotta burn my body out with studying! Kill me now!
And yeah this is totally random. Just gonna upload pics here later.

What You Do To Me

Finally after searching I can show South Africans the best ever version of Hey There Delilah that makes the original look so awful. Even though the original is amazing

Who Said That We Don't Work?

Sitting in the most awful tutorial especiall with the dreary weather and the broken clock, this all just makes us lose all sense of time. Like Thato who was lucky and clever enough to cuddle into a Comfy corner. This proves that as assessments and tests draw near with the added excitement of the end of our first year of varsity, we're not as young and virile as we used to be.

Diplomat to Damelin

Spotted. A diplomat's son basking in the ghetto ambience that is Bela Zita. Poor child did not make right in daddy's books by choosing a year of study in South Africa instead of Tanzania. Thus being exiled to study at Damelin instead of some top prestigious prep school where most diplomat babies would be found. One of the most hilarious things ever. Shame eh and i thought i had it bad living in the BZ. Hey but the dude does liv in Rondies.

P.D Lunch

Coley, Babes and i havin popcorn and coke while doin pre prac and tut. Super hilarious jokes and discussing Sisi and Grace and hilarious times that left us in stitches. Talkng bout Grace. Gota prac now. Just going to playwit some solution and walk out. Because the thing is the exact same as last semester.

Amidst These Hallowed Halls

Some of the greatest medical minds have walked and lurked within the library ... Studying here makes me think- Am I next?

Exposed! Obsessive Stalker!

Taking crushing to a whole new level is none other than our beloved Sisi. Darks here has been drooling over the latests South African Men's Health. This issue came out with the summer fashio catalogue and on the cover was none other than Damien. A fellow Clarinus Villager which she has been dreaming of for months!

The whole scene of actually purchasing the magazine is one for the books and have to blog it because don't ever want to forget it. Basically it was me chasing after Sisi and Babes trying to tie them down. Sisi using her last scents on her credit card with crossed fingers just to have the magazine which has not left her reach throughout the afternoon. All Babes'fault informing Sisi about the magazine.

Now there is a challenge amidst although time will only tell. Oh yes and did I forget to mention that the dude is GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

You've Got to be Kidding Me!

Crazy monsoon weather! Man it's like the most hectic struggle. Forget crime and xenophobia Cape Town rain takes the cake. I mean now seriously like if waiting out for a shuttle is not enough of a mission in the cold after a long Monday. This literally blows!

Serendipity ...

So sadly yesterday Chemistry wasn't cancelled but it wasn't that bad. Although we had the most hainous of tutorials and we have a practical in the next forty minutes. Histology of Osteology. Joy!

And my glasses snapped again! Retarded I am, yes I know so then i have to like glue them again with super glue.

Although the day gets better as tonight I shall be watching Grey's and 90210 and Privileged and Ugly Betty! So excited that everything is coming back and the world is finally starting to fall into place again.

You know I thought I had a lot more to blog about but apparently I don't . Although rather aaah interesting is Perez Hilton's new song.

Evacuation!

Finally something exciting happening at school. Right now as we were making our way to a chemistry lecture at PD Hahn a crowd oh more like a hord of students outside stood rejoicing. We thought that it was some ppl who had a Good test but No. THE BUILDING IS ON FIRE! Sadly there isn't Any visual proof but atleast we don't have a lecture ... :) i think.

Some Random IP Pics!

Idiocracy of IP

This is just How we roll bitches! Colourin coley's hair and face wit metallic marker! While singin umbrella and tryin to dodge the rain while catchin the jammie. We really are special eh!

It's Been A Long Time ...

Wow it's been like nearly two weeks sent I updated this piece! Wow! Anyways vac was good relaxing and constructive and with an interesting end involving some rather non-expected canoodling! ;) :P. Loved it but hated it in the end. Just putting it here as a memory but luckily I have risen about the nastiness and become a better person.

There was a point I thought I lost my Scotiabank Card! Oh my word! Scared the living crap out of me! But I found it(:

Oh yeah and Marion asked me to the formal and what I really can't wait to see is her wearing a dress! Must be the inner Shagwell girl coming out of her because that thing goes above the knee! Alright might not seem as much but believe me, so not like Marion.

Oh and hopefully and apparently Sisi and I are going to go running thgis evening!

Oh my owrd funnies thing ever just happened. Randomly some chick asked Nicole, Sisi and I if we were first years and about our PBL times. Poor Darks bolted out of the comm lab! LMAO!


Nicole and I are still laughing about it. So goin to tune her now!

Will keep posted.
And tomorrow is Coley's 19th as well as Zuh's and going to Craig's house warming party! Funnn times! (:

Tranquil

Walkin to church Liz, Kevine, Gatere and I decide to walk a little onwards since we're early. A first for us because we work off African time

Letting Go!

by Shirley

There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The
moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection
on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect
place for two people who are in love ...

As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted,
just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what
loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though
things were going so good until one day you left without a
single trace. All of our plans for the future were
shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together.
You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we
shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day
they'll be gone just like you ...

I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me.
I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back,
but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep
down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take
my place, someone who'll love you -- but never like I loved
you. And even though you've found another, I'll be true to
you, even though you've asked me not to ...

My life seems so meaningless now. I'm useless - why was I
ever placed on this earth? What purpose do I serve? None,
none whatsoever. People tell me that another will come along
and take your place, but where is he? Who is he? Sometimes
I feel like giving up on life, on love, on everything, but I
can't. My spirits won't let me. I must go on - with or
without you. The things that ever really meant anything to
me are gone - vanished - never to come back to me again. All
I have left now is my dignity, but slowly that is slipping
away too ...

I have to get a grip on myself -- I can't let this get me
down. Life must go on. Maybe it's good that the memories are
going, maybe then I can go on with my life as meaningless as
it seems now. I don't hold it against you because you left
me. It's like they always say, "Let him go and if he really
loves you, he'll come back to you." But it's not that
simple, now is it? The only way to having true love is to
realize that someday it may be lost. Believe me, I realized
that a long time ago ...

The funny thing about all of this is if you were to come
back - I actually don't believe I would take you back. I
don't deserve such pain and torture. If you left me once,
you could do it again ...

Goodbye, my long lost love - maybe we'll meet again some day.

My Second Chance

by Emily RHEAULT

Long Ago
I knew you,
And every memory I shared with you

And how painful sometimes it is to remember
Every Word
Every Day
Every Time
I was with you

And how close I felt to something special
Something deep inside
You were a part of me
You had a part of
My Soul
My Heart
My Mind

And how every day I got up 'cause of you
And everyday I couldn't wait to see you

And how I regret those days I kept my silence
And how I wish I would have said something
said anything, to make you understand

And then we left
We stopped talking
It was my fault. It was.

And how I wish I could change that.

And how sometimes late at night, I can't fall asleep
cause I wish you were here
And how I wrap myself so closely with that blanket you used

Just to remember
Just to feel something
to feel a part of you

And how sometimes I lay lavishing myself in tears
Waiting, Longing, Yearning
to feel your touch

Just to be with you
Just to hold you
Just to kiss you.....once

And how some mornings I wake up reaching out for you
but you're not there
And sometimes I imagine that you care
And how once in a while I fantasize we'll talk
once again

And how I wish I could take my second chance
to be near you.

90210 Reborn!

Holy Hot Batman!
Did you hear the news! IT'S COMING!
The networks have finally done it. A remake of the original teen drama series that started off the trend of using people who were 20+ to play the roles of dramatic teenagers with incredibly eventful lives!

Hold onto your seats because Beverley Hills 90210 IS BACK!

Putting Our Business Up on the Net!

Hold on Paparazzi!
Sweet pictures of us on the internet!
Who would have thunk that the day would come so soon.
Night at Chrome was awesome.
Real laugh!

Sadly can't divulge too much information! ;)

Talk About A Deep Break-Up ...

Listen.
There are times when life calls out for a change.
A transition.
Like the seasons.
Our spring was wonderful, but summer is over now and we missed out on autumn.
And now all of a sudden, it's cold, so cold that everything is freezing over.
Our love fell asleep, and the snow took it by surprise.
But if you fall asleep in the snow, you don't feel death coming.

Take care

8 o' clock!

Boy did we really screw up. Not all of us but yeah us. Because we live together we die together basically. Due to the popular bunch slacking off and coming late even if it is by a nanosecond; we are now facing the possbility of perhaps starting our days at 8h00 instead of the usual 9h00! Crazy huh? Although I hope we can like smarten up because I like these later mornings. I means next year it's going back to 8h00 so like might as well enjoy them right?

Seriously koonish behaviour has to stop! Because it's all shits and giggles until somebody gets shot!

Talk About Hybrid

Introducing the taxi-truck!

Modern Day Casanova

Whilst riding back to med school we witness a most legendary spectacle which only helps back up the claim of How stupid women are. Niklo, within a span of two minutes managed to coo some chick into a hectically deep conversation with the only but to mac! And come on you gotta admit that it's a picture worth being on a hallmark golden card moment. But hey you can't have the playa.

Crazy Chemistry

Contrary to popular thought medics aren't really super serious! Sisi's just frontin! Her darkie trickery can be quite convincin. Nicole is the one who know's How to do! :)

Could Life Be More Grim?

Looking at these halls, it's no wonder why when people aren't out or occupied, they might slip into a serious delirium. I mean honestly what are we to do. At least on sunny days the cream on the walls looks less gray and the sun's nutrients act as anti-depressants, then it doesn't feel quite bad. That is until you try and go to the store and you have to try and dodge a bum.

Something That Truly Speaks to Me ...

Alright, it's not new but it is surely amazing. A wonderful thing known as the black American Express Card or the Black Centurion. Strictly for the upper crust and viciously wealthy, this card had a minimum credit usage of $250 000.00! And it comes with such wonderful goodies and privileges that it is something you have to work for in life. Because seriously, who are we kidding. Money does buy happiness!

The Dawn of a New Era

It's official. Well in a few hours. I won't be procrastinatin assignments. In the least. You kno gettin them out of the way immediately. And it's crazy the work that will be piled on. Others might not notice it now because it's the beginning of the semester. So give it a couple of weeks and we'll be drowned in work. That's my prediction. But it will be for the best. And we only get the best! :)

Glad i'm not muslim!

Whilst playin drinkin games before goin to the competition, we made sure no one was excluded from the festivities. Poor Iman she ended up drinkin a hectic deadly cocktail of spices juice and chocolate syrup. The next glass was worse. Note to self: never play the game with Donovan. He gets too happy with makin concotions! We were all off it. Well except Anna. Miss her!

A Litre is Bigger Than A Quort!

Funniest thing happened earlier on today as we were in our Chemistry tutorial! The quort v. litre story. Basically it was convincing the other girls that 0.9 is smaller than 1. Although it realyl is not as stupid as it sounds because the girls - Thato, Clio, Zoe, etc., were rounding off the 0.96 to one and just saying it was equal. Although it was hilarious how some simple conversion got us like hooked up for like ten minutes!

What a silly group! But I love them!

And it seems as if now we have foreign lecturers and stuff specificially. A Kenyan Physics lecturer and a Hungarian Chemistry tutor. Hmmmm. What next?

A Blazin Weekend!

Alright so this weekend did not going exactly as I would have planned it. I wanted to just chill partying and such was the last thing on my mind. I mean after typing the last post I had like gone and rented some movies : Good Luck Chuck, Sweeney Todd and Borat [Wanted Hostel but it wasn't there]. Anyways finished the movies at about tenish I presume. Then like chilled and checked out the people partying it up in A7. They were celebrating KO's belated birthday which was the same day as Sam's.

Anyways I had nothing else to do so then we ended up drinking! Big surprise! Then melodramatics began to ensue in some spiralling telenovela. And well basically ended up in Forrest Hill where I spent the night only because before we left Belazita, Tom made me down every single drink that was left on the table. I could have like caught mono from someone! SCARY!

Anyways the next day I spent the morning as Dr Phil. And later on the night aswell. Although I shall not disclose what was discussed and with who! Only people involved know who the people were but not the actual matters - and no I do not want to do psychiatry.

Although I am quite sure that the most memorable event would be the burning television set. Our television set! It was pretty mad. Funny thing how Sam came running in yelling : Broe, the TV's on fire! Probably the last thing anyone would have ever thought of happening that day or ever in Belazita. Nqophi and I picked up the TV and put it out in the hall so as it didn't start burning anything else or the circuitry in the wall.

And it was only a tiny flam from the inside so we starteed beating at it because we could not add water to it but it wouldn't go off until it became this raging animal with black smoke and stuff! Was pretty hectic. Then later on Mielo came and did his thing pouring water on it now. But man did it stink up the place!

Times like these when I miss my phone! This stuff would have been blogged up forever ago! Although will try and get hold of a pic later on! Thank goo0dness Cameron took one!

Where Did My Baby Go?

Had to hand my cellphone to get operated on yesterday. Sadly since the batch of cells in need had already been banished away from the store mine has to wait until Monday. To which I won't see it and have to go on using some other cellphone for approximately the next two weeks. It's not too bad. I don't mind. Let's people see that I am not a MXit addict! =P

Something I am not quite fond of is missing a certain someone. I don't like this fondness because it is not really me. I don't roll like this! But don't worry I am handling it. Goodness next thing you know I start forming a conscience which I am afraid is starting!

Anyways we actually start actual stuff next Monday! Kicking it off with PBL! Score I love it! (: I have an awesome group! No slackers in mine. Atleast none that I can think off or really know of. Some of us are still in the dodging phase - Sisi. Although I suspect that after this week we'll just chill and not duck from corners or avoid the lobby inbetween lectures!

My goodness IP is hilarious!

Finally watched the movie Wanted and like half of Paris, Je t'aime. Both wonderful movies! Anyways right now I can't really think of much I can do except call up some people and hang out! Don't want to clean up my room. Not yet. Too lazy. Although I will probably do it tomorrow. Something I can't figure out is where the hell Nasiphi is! Haven't seen her and she is barely in Belazita! Maybe she found someone new? One can only hope!

The other Belazitan ladies have found themselves some Scandinavians in Lower Main and have started to pimp themselves out. Nothing has happenned yet, I think. But glad for them. I am just taking it slow. Lord only knows what happened the last time!

Seriously, I Need School!

Alright here is the odd situation with the introductory week of classes without thousands of where are you ... well not really and some who are thankfully smart enough to realise my detachment, simply asking how I am. Not too bad although when the smudge of pity is rubbed all over the querie and asked with such a level of concern it kind of almost makes me want to shoot myself!

I know drastic but I know. It's just that I am fine. I really am. I have comes to terms with the entire thing and what done is done. Nothing can change and it's not the end of the world. Yes I am practically spitting cliche's. But I am fine. I would rather just chill and actually laugh about the stupidity of my situation than talk about the non-existent feelings and stuff.

And the worst part is that I have practically nothing to keep me busy and which is making me a virtual slob. Although had the most amazing Mexican food ever last night and still in high spirits from that!

But great news and that now I can update blogs from my Phone! Score! (:

Missin my baby

I miss Rob. I only gt to c her when i gt bak in november. :(

This is It!

Alright yesterday wasn't the actual first day of anything for me. It was just nothing. So SiSi and I chilled and went for some sort of comfort and discussed our looming futures. Twas awesome and fun and we got to watch a pretty awesome movie! -Bank Job

Anyway this is it ... quarter to nine and it's almost time for what ... what ... IP! Supp marks are coming out and people are finding out if they will be joining us or if they are blessed and get to avoid this MedSchool stigma. Only time will tell. Only know a few people who are in IP right now. Although there are supposed to be more and I think this is just the beginning for beautiful friendships to come. (:

Do miss the actual mainstream group tho! ):

Family Day

Sunday is Family Day at the Kamau house - wherever the household may be- so we went out on a very special outing!

ITALTILE!


Why and how is this ever a special outing you might ask? Simple. We need to renovate this house in White River so that is exactly what intend to do. We decide to start off small considering it's not out primary residence and we're not made of money. So simple, we chose flooring for the bedrooms. Enough for now right?

Some people might think that this might be a very boring and tiresome procedure although I found it quite fun. I mean it was a nice store, so yeah! Then went and did some shopping with Mum personally and had ice-cream afterwards.

Robyn decided to chill with long lost chum Abigail ... who she is still with this very moment! Question is if she'll be sleeping over or not. Heaven only knows at this point.

Cold Shoulder

Chasing Pavements

Alright I know this song is pretty old but this is my blog damnit and I shall post what I want. But I am not gonna put the lyrics alone because the music video itself is pretty deep.

Adele is just soooo awesome!
And I am sure that a lot of people can relate to the songs she sings!

Hope you enjoy!

Mellow

Alright the reunion has been exciting but not the exciting I thought with all the movements and activies. Truthfully we just been chilling and cruising around. Playing Scrabble is probably the most demanding thing I've 'done. Which I am totally cool with considering school starts back up in ten days. And this time it won't be pretty.

So much for the whole mobile thing. Although gonna check into that. As for now just gonna continue reading and meeting up with old friends. And lazing around with the family! (:

From now on ... remember it's bright and shiny!

Going Mobile.

Alright I haven't started this rolling sensation with the blogging yet because I am still straightening some necessities out first. I would put pics up but I am a bit lazy right now. Besides I am trying to get the whole mobile thing to happen. You know, according to Sony Ericsson, I should be able to blog pictures and updates directly from my cellphone! Which is exactly what I intend to be doing. Because at the end of the day I really don't have the strength to go and start typing up something exciting I saw in the day. Whereas if I updated it immediately, the world would be in peace and I would be able to go on with my merry ways!

Suckish thing I am getting really sick and my glands are all swollen and stuff. At least I'll have my beloved mother to take care of me! (: So missed her company. Her little quirky remarks and cynical advice. Aaaah! Truly a woman after my own soul. Then there is little Robyn in her randomness and perfection! We are so gonna have awesome times together these next few weeks. No matter how random they be. And given we get pretty retarded together. Warning!

Just hope this works out. And next semester, I am gonna own it like it's mine!

IP = Internal Purgatory

Two letters that strike fear in medical students. Two letters i have to live with.

So much for a first post. Although this is where my new journey begins. With IP. Next semester. Meaning an extra year in the programme. Really depresssing for people although you get over it eventually. Right? Yeah I guess I am over it.

I mean face it you gotta get over bad stuff that happens in the past and look at the future.
Like the turtle in KungFu Panda said: " ... the past is history, the future is a myster, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present ..."

Corny I know but so very true. So this is me out of the hollow shell of depression from the grief and entering the world in a brighter, shinier and newer state of mind. I believe I may have actually achieved some sort of Zenith. Far out, huh?

So expect quirky and rather cynical - the good kind - blogs from now on. I promise. Gonna try get some pics up here too!

Bring it on Next Semester! Grrrrrr!

Who Said First Year is a Breeze?

Slowly loosing my mind and panicking at the mere thought of what this afternoon will bring.