You Dunno What You've Got 'Til It's Gone!

Yupp, heard that line like a thousand times before but constantly, all the time. I take ... WE all take it for granted!

I mean like this whole SSM thing has only been rewarding in sense of loads of free time and made me quite the socialite with different plans to meet people all the time! And DC ... Watching almost everything I can get my little fingers and eyes on!

But my gosh this write has been the death of me! Like I am eagerly anticipating the 8-5 days filled with lectures and tutorials and practicals! Where everything made sense!

Plus I really miss seeing people! Friends and even randoms! Siiiigh! Aah well just got a bit to do and then I am done!

Hmmm alas!
The end is nigh ... Thank you Jesus!
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Between a Rock and Hard Place

I feel as I finally understand that expression!

How can you avoid hurting someone if you would end up insulting someone else. And if you don't hurt someone you would just prolong the hurt and end two friendships, maybe three, maybe four!

Hacked! I clearly have been watching way too many teen drama series that my last few strands of logical thinking are either weak or non-existent!

I really need help and guidance and I am totally hoping, wishing and praying that everything just simmers and it's like it was never there!

Possible?

I truly hope so!
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Nostalgic Nelspruit

The other day, well literally yesterday when I went to Nelspruit to pick up my new temporary passport from Home Affairs, you know because I love Home Affairs that it's my second home, I decided to pop a visit to my old primary school!

I decided to use the route that I would always take from school to the taxi rank if I stayed late into the afternoons, but this time I was walking towards school, a first! I admit that I got all warm and fuzzy on the inside! Especially when I walked through the gates of St Peter's Primary School!

A lot has chaged but the grandeur is still there and the nuns even remembered me without hesitation! I was shocked and we managed to chill there and have a jam having tea and lunch!

Walking out of the school was horrible because I kinda didn't wanna go again, that school is everything to me! Just sucks hat with time things gotta change! But was a jam to go back and look at everything!

I honestly didn't think I was gonna update this blog until like SSM time but Adji kinda made me feel like a skeet because she got hers all up and running and I gotta admit it looks pretty cool!

Here's her address! All you people better be nice and look at it! She's my cousin and pretty awesome!

http://never-ending-contemplator.tumblr.com/

Hmmm, until CPT I guess! (:

Oh yeah the other poictures like the church an the RussMed thing were on Russel St en route from the school and taxi rank! The churchis owned bu the school and the brown chapel is on the school property and the RussMed is kinda almost random, it's just that, well, I am a medic right??? (:
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YES!

So stuff is working out … sure there was a glitch but now I am properly connected to the world and heck, just generally had an awesome day! Not speaking for others but wow … let me just say that I thought this new class we are in was gonna be boring … Well … guess again.

I dunno … maybe it’s just me but I seem to be watching a teen drama series, if there’s any foreshadowing of it sucking and possible cancellation I will be quite bleak! But must confess it is a great pick me upper!

 

AND YEAH YEAH YEAH THAT’S SO CHAUDENFREUDIAN OF ME …. BUT WHATEVER! (:

Funny thing today is my accidentally stealing Nicole’s slice of carrot cake from the little chilled lunch thing we did for Jamie’s birthday! I honestly did not realise until I got back to my room and was like: “What is this in my hand? Strange … Oh great!”

Sad though that Karoline wasn’t working there … she was at Wah Wah for the day instead of Cha Chi … otherwise would have totally had the hook up of free cookies! Nicole however sitll has a charm with the help!

Aaaah well … must just get back to reality … i.e. work! Got LOs to do for tomorrow! Hope the weather tomorrow is cooler!

Later days! (: … Hopefully sooner now that I can update more frequently!

Wow!

It;s been a hectic week although somehow the onset of something new shows that hey: maybe this could be a great one! Who knows, maybe this is just gonna be like high school where it started off a bit rocky and then everything was just easy peasy ...well .. manageable? Yeah? Hope so!

Although the real wow would be ... Salad Fingers. Not the legit one on YouTube but the one that walks among us. Not gonna expose people incase ish becomes googleable or whatever but yeah. Don't be fooled by those around you! It truly is the quiet ones that are all nice and smiley that are calculated little ishes! But ever so amusing!

Like tomorrow got my BaDr assessment ... first one ever! So nervous. In all honesty more nervous for isiXhosa! God help me! Oh and with all this group study I am forced to sacrifice chruch today and it's Palm Sunday! Baaaad Gus!

Hmmmm aaah well back to reading and finishing off things! Oi vey!
Gotta go and "do what I have to do before I can do what I want to do."

it's Been A While

Well this is the new year ... A bit delayed and whatever. But finally in second year and in residence and got a Blackberry and I am working consistently. But like ... Can't help but to like feel like crap at times. Like hmmmm I feel left behind. Don't really feel as grown up as I thought I would be at this ripe age of twenty. Aaah well, such is life.

But it's alright I can get through the lulls because strangely enough I have learned how to appreciate my friends and family even more than before. Sure I might not like express it as much as I claim but I do. I really really do!
So then like, in the words of the legendary Barney Stinsen: "... What up?"

Well I dunno. Hopefully I will have a nice epiphany and it will be good. Until then I shall use the therapeutic monologues of Meredith Grey and keep picking at this enigma in my life! Hmmm. I am like what do you do though when you've got everything you've asked for? Ask for more?


I dunno ... As I said before. I have no sweet clue!

That's me!